Did I really meet my spirit guide?

Did I really meet my spirit guide?
I recently got interested in meditation and similar things. Well I’ve always had an interest in it, but I finally decided to try it. I started meditating for five minutes the day before yesterday and yesterday I was looking up things about meditation when I came across a guided meditation to meet your spirit guide, it intrigued me so I listened to the video and imagined what it told me to and whatnot. I was a little distracted and probably should have waited until a better time and it was like I was half there half not. Anyway I did meet my spirit guide…I think.

The thing is I watch a lot of anime (I’m homeschooled and have a lot of free time at home and usually watch 5-7 hours a day for the past 6 years, so it’s pretty much taken over my mind) and even before getting to sleep I find I can sleep faster (well now it keeps me up longer) if I daydream, so I daydream about anime (and have for 6 years, every night and even in the morning. I’ll even just go lie down and daydream when I get bored or daydream as I do things even. Its fun for me and because of it I’m really good at visualizing and even feeling the feelings that go with what I’m imagining.) I almost always imagine myself different than I really look, but it’s always the same and I’ve even come to see that as me more than what I really look like and when I was doing the guided meditation, well I was like I was when I daydream about anime and everything else was anime like, even my spirit guide…

When I met him all my distractions seemed to disappear and instead of being half there half not I was two thirds there one third not. But I got a really warm feeling and a feeling of happiness and excitement, but different. I loved the feeling and it was nothing but…completely wonderful and amazing (words can’t describe it.) It’s embarrassing to admit but it was so wonderful and intense I felt like crying almost. I could only see some of him though. I got to see a little of how he was dressed, but could only see the bottom half of his face. I couldn’t see his hair or eyes, but I got the sense he had black hair and blue eyes. When it came time in the audio to ask his name and anything I wanted I just couldn’t speak, I couldn’t bring myself to. I just had fear I would get it wrong and just couldn’t and had to stop right there because I didn’t want that.

The thing is…my favorite anime characters (especially the male characters) have black hair and blue eyes and the way I could only see half his face was typical anime style for when they hide a characters face so you don’t know who they are. It even had the darkening over the face. And the audio told me to imagine my special place like my room, the beach a park or anywhere I love. Well I don’t have anywhere like that, but I immediately thought of a place that I would absolutely love with no effort. (It was a Japanese setting of course…) And again, I’ve gotten really good at visualizing really fast and easily and feeling the emotions to go along with them, although that one was more intense than any I can remember. I feel like it was real, but then again I can’t help but doubt it. I’m open to the idea of the existence of spirit animals or guides, but I also have doubts about it. I’d love for it to be real and I want it to be but…

I tried again today when I was less distracted, but this time I had even more doubt and the feeling wasn’t so strong and I did manage to hear something from him (I think) without asking. I was still too scared to ask anything, but it felt like he knew I wanted to hear something. I couldn’t hear his voice, but it just came to me kind of, but that could have been my mind.

I just don’t know! >_ *sigh* well I do have doubts myself, but I believe there's a possiblility to be real. So please don't answer unless you believe in it because right now I'm asking because I do believe, I'm just confused weather it's the actual thing or just my mind.
Ugh I should have known better...

Well haha the thing is...and I mean no offense to those who do believe, I respect their religion and beliefs, but I personally (just my opinion) don't believe in god, the devil, the bible, heaven or hell. Well I do believe there's a possibility...just a possibility though. Please, I respect other peoples religion and beliefs I only ask that you respect mine and please don't answer unless it's a serious answer that will answer my question. If you don't believe in it then just ignore it.

Suggestion by Mikey, just Mikey
Since there’s no such thing as a spirit guide I’d have to say no.

Suggestion by keniray
If you didn’t go through the Bible and prayer then I’m sorry, what you’re getting is the devil.

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It is hard to say. I had simulare problems trusting my gut and feelings. I go to a few different psychics online to validate my own intuition. There is a lady named Sister Haven who gives medium readings, she is better at communicating with our guides, that is who came through to her in my reading. I wanted my uncle but my guide passed along all the information. Maybe you could ask her, she has done a few readings for me for free, her site is www.sisterhaven.webs.com and her email is sisterhaven@yahoo.com. You could always email her and ask about your guide and if it matches up with what you saw, you’ll know it wasn’t just your mind.
Good luck.

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Do I have the gift..?
Ok, well I’ve asked a lot of people about this.. Some said I’m psychic, some think I’m crazy, and some think I’m making it up. I’m not sure myself, but it really freaks me out. Sometimes I have a dream that means absolutely nothing to me, then for the next few nights I”ll have the exact same dream. Then, whatever it was that I dreamed, actually happens. I constantly get dejavu, but to an extent where I can say what people will say and/or do before they even think about doing it. For example.. I was talking to my friend Michael and he was telling me a story about what happened to him at lunch that day, I finished his story for him,and then asked him if he was excited for a big match on UFC. He was so shocked, because the match I talked about hadn’t even been announced yet, and he had never told me that story for it had happened merely a few hours earlier.. This happens to me all the time, and at least once a week, and I’m getting kinda scared.. Do I have the gift, or am I crazy?
Thanks.
OK, um, I’d like actual answers here, ok? You think I asked this to be called retarded? If you’re just going to bash me, leave now, or I’ll report. I’m sick of you idiots!
I haven’t had any religious up-bringing, no, in fact I don’t even believe in God.. I dream every night and I always remember them perfectly, and I’m not sure how long I’ve had this for, probably as long as I can remember, yea..

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Crazy!

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